Fuck me my head’s in a dire mess right now
Most of the time, no I don’t feel like I’m important. I’ve absorbed all the evidence that would prove that, whether it’s my mum telling me that marrying my dad was the worst mistake of her life, being ignored amidst all the shit that went on during my childhood, or being neglected in hospital… The list goes on. And I make it worse for.myself by being such a fuckup.But there are times where I feel I have value. Receiving lovely messages and letters and feeling like I have helped others gives me a sense of worth. Being loved by my boyfriend is one of the most nourishing things ever.
:) Trying baby. Thank you xxx