It took me a very long time to try to work out this much of the system of ‘rules’ that’s been driving me so insane recently - but thankfully now from a headspace that’s growing in clarity I can express at least some of what has been going through my brain whilst it’s been on complete overdrive.
A long overdue blogpost written during my first weekend of inpatient - the most horrific nightmare I have ever experienced… not something I’ll ever forget.
I really don’t deserve comments like this at the moment to be honest - I’m hardly an inspiration! But thank you. I’m doing my very best to be as strong as possible, as difficult and exhausting as it is. I’m doing it for everyone out there struggling, so if I help or give some hope to someone then that’s a job well done. All the very best xxx
Belated share - have since left inpatient for anyone who is wondering what’s going on. Thank you all for your support.
Thank you so much. I have since been transferred some emergency money by my Dad and a very kind stranger, so I managed to get gifts for the unit before leaving, and hopefully I should have a few quid to get me through the next few days… I feel so horribly guilty accepting anything to be honest - I’m sure I’ll survive on the little I have. You’re very kind xxx
This is so lovely of you, thank you doesn’t seem enough in response to everyone’s support at the moment given that I’ve been pretty shambolic in return, but I do appreciate it all. You’re very brave and very strong. Keep fighting, I am too. xxx